Love Denounced…

I Denounce
These feelings
I’ve carried
Around my heart
Like weighted chains
With the hopes
That maybe one
Day I could have
Yours in exchange
And possibly hold
The possibility of
You
Loving me
Living me
Giving me an
Understanding in
Which my heart
Pitter pats from
The notion
Of lips touching…

But I’ve
Been holding
On so
Long with the
Need to feel
What I now know
Will never be
Felt

So I
Denounce
These feelings

I leave
Behind the

Pain.
©Tam09/30/14

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Sick of Love

I’m sick
Of
Love
Tired of
Loving those
Who will
Never love
Me
Suffer the pangs
Of hearts desires
As slowly
Crumpled dreams
Lye dormant
Like jeans
On a hotel
Floor…

I’m sick
Of love
Done with
The empty
Promises
The hopelessness
Of hoping
When falsely
It’s served to
You by
5’9 Brown
Eyes
Who every time
Blows your mind
Causing aches and
Pains within
you
Lying how
It’s only you
Oh and her
Too…

I tell you
I’m sick
Of love
Through with
Feeling like
Nothing I
Do can ever
Add up to
Two or asking
What makes her
Better than
Me? …

So to
Love I
Bid
Adieu
adios
No longer
Will I give
What there
Is no
Point in
Giving to

You…

I’m so sick
Of love

And fuck
Cupid too.
©Tam09/30/14

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Cupid

My love
Doth move
Just from
The mention of your
Name
Bringing forth
Forms and
Images of
Lips intaking
Taste while
Energies
Exchange as thy
Hands
Partake in
The art
Of taking…

Mingling like
Dew along
My spine
While towards
Light limbs
Contort
On the rhythm
Of beating hearts
Inclining towards
The fever…the heat
Desire rearing head
As crooked halos
Do tangle…

My love
Doth move
Just from the mention
Of your name…

I believe I am
Truly smitten
Shot through
The heart

By
Cupid.
©Tam09/28/14

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THIS LONGING: A Collaboration BY: Tam Avery &Jenavia Powell

(Tam)We haven’t begun to
End so
Fast
You were my
First
And suppose to
Be my last
I thought
You felt me
You could see
Me
Our Love was
True
But I was
Played
Like a fool..

(Jen)I Trusted
You
I loved
you
I lusted For You
I shared my secrets
with you
And look at what you did?
You shattered my heart
Torn it apart
Flip flopped on me
you stopped loving on me
we were supposed to be as one
and now we’re
none………..

(Tam)Breathing in
Silence
Of lonliness
That now occupys
My heart
As the resounding
Sound of you
Leaving me
Is the only
Echo in my
Mind
Because you took
With no
Problems
But left behind
These
Feelings
And this longing
For you.
©Tam&JenaviaPowell05/04/14

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No Inspiration😒

You know lately, I’ve been feeling uninspired. I don’t know if it’s the change in the weather or just a change going on within me but I’ve just been feeling very blah. I mean it could just be attributed to the fact that I work almost everyday and weekend with only two days off in between that. Or my mind could just be a little tired but I’m just not feeling it these days. What I think I need is a change of scenery. Maybe a little exploring somewhere I’ve never been. I don’t know. Just thought I’d take the time to rant while I have it. But even though I’m feeling very lackluster I’m hoping that all my readers are having an awesome weekend! Well until next rant, stay beautiful!!😘😘